What the fuck is going on?

It's like... the worst month for me ever or something.

80% of the people I've contacted this month haven't replied to me.

Be it through notes or comments on DA, messages or comments on myspace, texts or calls on my cell, or messages on other websites.


Should I just fucking give up? Is there some huge technical problem with ME where people don't GET my messages?

Seriously.. people've blown me off, broken promises, screwed plans, just forgotten me entirely.

Shit, if you're busy, that's awesome. A simple; "Sorry, I got your text/message/im but I've been too busy to reply. D:" would let me know that the universe doesn't ENTIRELY fucking hate me.


I'm sick of it. I'm |__| THIS close to unplugging the laptop, turning off my phone and saying fuck it. No one cares to reply, why the fuck should I give a shit if someone needs to contact me?



This had just frustrated me so god damn much..
It's not like it's one or two people... it's at least ten or fifteen, maybe more.. Is this some sign I should give up all hopes of anything and everything and just become a drone, sleep, wake up, work, sleep, wake up, work..


Fucking hell.

Thanks guys, thanks so much. <3 (Not that even 50% of those fuckers READ this journal, but I needed to fucking vent.)




Also, sorry there's no journal theme, can't afford a sub atm.


Alsoalso, sorry to those I told I'd be <s>cosplaying</s>, I won't.
I'll be dressed like a normal goth-y emo kid for Acen, YAY. -_- Guess the wig and ears I'd purchased are useless.. keep an eye here, maybe you'll see them for sale.